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【利艾】But you didn't

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*角色属于创哥,原梗来自匿名诗:But you didn't


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But you didn’t


可是你并没有




Do you remember the time I kinda of messed up the trial, our first met?


I thought you’d be angry.


But you didn’t.


您还记得我们第一次的相遇么,在那个站满了形形色色来客的审讯庭里。我坏了计划,忍不住地吼出声,说了不聪明的话。


我以为您会勃然大怒。


可是您并没有。


 


And that day I rode your horse for training,and controlled the halter badly, leading her to injury?


I thought you’d blame me for being careless.


But you didn’t.


而那天,我刚刚被编入队伍,还不会骑马;却偏偏要借用您的坐骑来训练。然后,我的缰绳失控,您的马儿——她被我弄伤了。


我以为您会责备我的粗心。


可是您并没有。


 


Do you remember the time I drunk wine with Mr. Smith and Mr. Hanji, trying to pay back a score and make you envy, then succeed?


I thought you’d punish me and leave.


But you didn’t.


您是否记得,那天晚上我非要和史密斯、韩吉两位先生一起拼酒,然后醉的一塌糊涂。我是想报复您的,报复您那段时间里对我的冷冰冰态度,想让您嫉妒。然后我成功了。


我以为您要惩罚我的,还担心您会就此走开。


可是您并没有。


 


Also once I forgot to wash your favorite rocaille style cravat, and thought you’d kill me?


But you didn’t.


哦,还有那次,我忘了清洗你最爱的那条洛可可式领巾,以为洁癖成性的您会杀了我呢。


可是您还是没有。


 


I did hundreds of thousands of stupid duping bad stuff, at the age of 15, naïve and silly.


I thought you’d give up on me.


Drop me, like many others did.


But you didn’t.


我做过这么多的傻事情,成千上万件,如此之多,数不胜数。它们蠢兮兮的,像足了一个十五岁的毛头小子的那些笨拙戏码。


我多少次以为您会舍弃我。转身离去。


像其他人一样。


 


可是您啊,一直都没有。


 


There were lots of things you didn’t do, yetthere more that you did do.


Teach me how to ride a horse.


Point out the right from wrong.


Protect me safe from harm.


我们相处的这些日子,有很多事我以为您会做的,您并没有;而有更多的事,我以为您会不屑一顾,可是您一直坚持着。


譬如。


您手把手教会我骑马,我们一起驰骋过上万里的路途。


您告诉我关于道德的对和错,带我领悟、区分黑白与是非。


您保护我,庇佑我。为我遮挡了世界的恶意和风雨。


 


You told me to be a monster, and kept me asa REAL human being.


您让我去当一只怪物罢,说这样才是一个真正人类的姿态。


 


There were also many things I tried to do,to fix.


After the war, when we walked out from thewalls.


I thought you may ask me.


还有很多的事情,是我想去补偿的,却没来及做。我渴望因为你而改变,也想为了你学着成熟。


待我们走出墙外,待我们赢得最后的战争。我想要为您献上心脏,当它完成了人类的使命之后。


 我以为您会这样要求。




And you didn’t.


可是您告诉我不用。


 


You said, with your ashy eyes staring at me.


“As long as you are still alive, that’s the best ending.”


您对我说,用那双玫瑰灰的眸子凝视着我那沾着灰尘,有点脏的脸。


“只要你活着,就足够了。”


——这是故事最好的结局。




我们在一起。活着。


 


 


Nothing needs to be continued.


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